I don't tell you much about my family life, because I'm trying to stay anonymous. But I need to say something about my wife.

She is the best and most wonderful person in this world. Besides my faith to renew my spirit, and this blog to empty my brain and emotions of the garbage, my wife is what keeps me going on with life many times.

When Jack Nickolson tells Helen Hunt in "As Good as it Gets" that "Most people don't appreciate how wonderful you are, that everything about you is about being truthful and good and decent.", and when he tells her that "You make me want to be a better man." that could have easily been said about my wife. She is decent and kind to me, and to other people, even to animals. She loves me in spite of the wickedness that may try to attatch to my emotions and mental state from time to time.

I could not think of life without her.